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(no subject)	[Dec. 10th, 2005\|12:42 am]
I have not update here for ages... Today has been a long and great day. I took 3 tests this morning. I did not really do what I wanted in the tests but I did my best. 3 tests are the best I can do for one day... Then I was so tired so I took a 2-hour nap. What a long sweet nap :pleased:. My friend found 70 cents on the floor so we decided to use those money to play pool lol. That is the first match to him since I knew him. I lost in the 2nd shot :shocked:. The black ball just never listens to me!!! Then the mongolian girl asked me to walk with her because she does not want to smoke by herself :shocked: What a great friend to give me 2nd-hand smoke :silly:. Then she visited our messy room. She, my roomate and I just chated for a second then I decided to kick her out because I was going to a movie with my friends :silly: We went to see The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe. It is a not too bad movie (not really my type though). I saw that there will be some good movies coming out in the future. There is one called Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest. It should be released July 2006... I will be in Hong Kong and I was thinking or.... I should say I was hoping I would that with a special one... What a silly hope. I debt this world would be this nice to me... I hope for the best and prepare for the worst :bummmed:... This is my world. I hope you would be the one... Anyway, I got back at 1am and still needed to study... 6 exams left... cannot give up... can someone give me some power?
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[May. 20th, 2005|10:02 am]

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

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(no subject)	[May. 6th, 2005\|11:17 pm]

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(no subject)	[Apr. 30th, 2005\|07:57 pm]
一個男人被封為「毒藥」是無上的光榮，因為大部分的男人都不過是「普通成藥」。有些男人是「胃藥」。當你胃裡空蕩蕩或胃酸過多時，可以找他陪你吃吃飯，但他絕不是可以陪你吃一輩子飯的人選。有些男人只是「止痛藥」。在你失戀之後，可以找他陪你度過傷心寂寞的日子，但他終究不是你愛的人......唉～如果可以，誰願意吃止痛藥？有些男人是「傷風感冒藥」。吃不吃藥，傷風感冒還是會痊癒，這種男人可有可無。有些男人是「減肥藥」。如果不到最後一步，誰肯要他？有些男人是「避孕藥」。不要他，就沒有安全感；要他，卻有副作用。有些男人是「春藥」。他喜歡上床多過談情。只有「毒藥」，令人沉迷，非愛不可，明知他是有毒，還是心甘情願服毒，直到肝腸寸斷。而有些男人是「中藥」。一開始效果不見得好，但日久見人心，藥效是愈來愈顯著，到最後一定就能病癒，而且藥性溫和不傷身 ......只要堅持得久，包君滿意！有些男人是「瀉藥」。跟他在一起，一輩子就完了！
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星座之最	[Apr. 26th, 2005\|02:54 pm]
最完美的組合: 天秤 + 獅子 . 金牛 + 巨蟹 . 雙子 + 水瓶 (其他果d點算呀?) 最帥的星座: 水瓶最美的星座: 天蠍 (當然啦) 最好看的星座: 天秤.水瓶.雙子最可愛的星座: 雙魚 (唔覺囉) 最活潑的星座: 牡羊.水瓶.射手最專一的星座: 金牛.天蠍.巨蟹 (我今日都同sharon講我好專一黎) 最花心的星座: 雙子.射手.水瓶 (係呀~ 特別係雙子, 即係my dad) 最穩重的星座: 魔羯.金牛.天蠍 (又穩又重...) 最浪漫的星座: 雙魚.天秤.雙子最木訥的星座: 魔羯.金牛 (山羊真係好木下架喎) 最雞婆的星座: 處女.巨蟹.射手最懶惰的星座: 天秤.金牛.巨蟹 (天秤座的miu) 最博愛的星座: 水瓶.天秤最博學的星座: 金牛.處女.獅子最節儉的星座: 魔羯.金牛最愛潔的星座: 處女.天秤.魔羯最溫柔的星座: 巨蟹.雙魚最霸道的星座: 獅子 (o岩呀~ 我上昇係獅子, 勁霸道) 最愛美的星座: 天秤.雙魚.金牛 (得天秤o岩) 最幽默的星座: 雙子.天秤.牡羊 (totally wrong) 最負責的星座: 處女.魔羯.天蠍 (我好responsible的) 最愛吃的星座: 金牛.天秤.巨蟹 XDD 最愛玩的星座: 水瓶.牡羊.射手最老實的星座: 金牛.魔羯.巨蟹最大方的星座: 獅子.水瓶.雙子最自大的星座: 獅子.牡羊.天蠍 (又有獅子又有天蠍, 中晒) 最好色的星座: 雙魚.天蠍.獅子 (同上) 最富有的星座: 魔羯.天秤.天蠍 (係咪真架~~) 最佳丈夫的星座: 金牛最佳太太的星座: 金牛最佳父親的星座: 獅子最佳母親的星座: 巨蟹最佳情人的星座: 雙子 (情人ja wor, 唔係老公喎) 最佳褓母的星座: 雙魚最佳廚師的星座: 金牛.天秤最佳法官的星座: 天秤 (好勉強o者) 最沒主見的星座: 巨蟹.雙魚 (好o岩) 最有思想的星座: 水瓶.牡羊最愛面子的星座: 獅子 (都好o岩) 最會使壞的星座: 水瓶.射手最會理財的星座: 金牛最愛耍帥的星座: 射手.牡羊最會摸魚的星座: 天秤.雙子.射手不修邊幅的星座: 牡羊.射手有仇必報的星座: 天蠍 (大家小心d) 最佳推銷員的星座: 雙子 (認同) 最佳運動員的星座: 射手 (唔覺呀~ 有人打squash唔跑架~ XD) 最佳生意人的星座: 魔羯最佳科學家的星座: 水瓶最佳清潔員的星座: 處女最不知變通的星座: 金牛.魔羯.天蠍. 處女　最愛做老大的星座: 牡羊.獅子最愛亂買東西的星座: 雙魚.雙子 (雙魚買俾自己, 雙子買俾人) 最愛貪小便宜的星座: 射手.巨蟹最愛亂發脾氣的星座: 射手.牡羊 (勁o岩啦) 最愛取笑別人的星座: 處女.牡羊最會見風轉舵的星座: 雙子.天秤.水瓶適合獨自創業的星座: 天蠍.水瓶.獅子 (又有晒我果兩個星座喇) 適合作上班族的星座: 金牛.魔羯.處女最難從失戀中恢復的星座: 魔羯.金牛.天蠍 (真係灰) 最容易發生師生戀的星座: 雙魚.魔羯玩起來最crazy的星座: 牡羊.雙子.射手 2005-04-26
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Ode to the Nice Guys	[Apr. 23rd, 2005\|11:06 pm]
This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you. This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that. The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single. So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming. Fu-zu Jen, SEAS/WH, 2003
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Lonely and Love	[Apr. 10th, 2005\|01:30 pm]
Lonely is: When you want to talk, You don't know whom to talk with When you are in your room, You check your e-mail every second. When you are by yourself, You want to find some friends. When you are with your friends, You stay at the corner and say nothing. When the CD sings something you don’t like, You don't fix to change it. Time seems like doesn't move Love is When you want to talk, There is only one person kept in your mind. When you are in your room, You want to call her every minute. When you are talking on the phone with her, You never want to hang up. When you are with you friends, You just sit in the corner and think about her. When you are listening to the love songs, You sing with her in your mind. When you are with her, The time walks slowly as a turtle. There are many and many seconds in an hour. There are also many and many hours in a second.
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男人必須明白的22個道理	[Apr. 5th, 2005\|11:39 pm]
1、男人是社會的主體，不管你信或不信。所以男人應該有種責任感。 2、25歲之前，請記得，愛情通常是假的，或者不是你所想像的那樣純潔和永遠。如果你過了25歲，那麼你應該懂得這個道理。 3、吃飯7成飽最舒服。對待女友最多也請你保持在7成。 4、30歲之前請愛惜自己的身體，前30年你找病，後30年病找你。如果你過了30歲,你自然也會懂得這個道理。 5、事業遠比愛情重要。如果凳亂刀疾荒苡籃悖那麼愛情只能算是曇花一現? 6、不要輕易接受追求你的女孩。女追男隔層紗，如果你很容易就陷進去，你會發現你會錯過很多東西，失去很多東西。 7、請你相信，能用錢解決的問題，都不是問題。如果你認為錢索王道，有錢有女人，沒錢沒女人，那麼，女人不是問題。 8、請永遠積極向上。每個男人都有他可愛的地方，但是不可愛的地方只有：不積極面對生活。 9、不要連續2次讓同一個女人受到傷害。好馬不吃回頭草是有道理的。如果認真考慮過該分手，那麼請不要做任何捨不得的行動。 10、如果你和你前女友能做朋友，那麼你要問自己：為什麼？如果分手後還是朋友，那麼只有2個可能：你們當初都只是玩玩而已，沒付出彼此最真的感情；或者：必定有個人是在默默的付出無怨無悔！ 11、永遠不要太相信女人在戀愛時的甜言蜜語。都說女人愛聽甜言蜜語，其實，男人更喜歡。 12、請不要為自己的相貌或者身高過分擔心和自卑。人是動物，但是區別於動物。先天條件並不是阻擋你好好生活的藉口。人的心靈遠勝於相貌，請相信這點。如果有人以相貌取人，那麼你也沒必要太在意。因為他從某種意義來講，只是只動物，你會跟動物慪氣嗎？ 13、失戀時，只有2種可能，要麼你愛她她不愛你，或者相反。那麼，當你愛的人不再愛你，或者從來沒愛過你時，你沒有遺憾，因為你失去的只是一個不愛你的人。 14、請不要欺騙善良的女孩。這個世界上善良的女孩太少。 15、不能偏激的認為金錢萬能，至少，金錢治不好愛滋病。 16、請一定要有自信。你就是一道風景，沒必要在別人風景裏面仰視。 17、受到再大的打擊，只要生命還在，請相信每天的太陽都是新的。 18、愛情永遠不可能是天平。你想在愛情裏幸福就要捨得傷心。 19、如果你喜歡一個她認為別人應該對她好的MM，請儘早放棄。沒有人是應該對一個人好的。如果她不明白這個道理，也就是她根本不懂得珍惜。 20、不要因為寂寞而"找"GF，寂寞的男人請要學會品味寂寞。請記住：即使寂寞，遠方黑暗的夜空下，一定有人和你一樣，寂寞的人不同，仰望的星空卻是唯一。 21、任何事沒有永遠，也別問怎樣才能永遠。生活有很多無奈，請儘量充實自己，充實生活。請善待生活.。 End、男人有很多無奈，生活很累，但是因為生活才有意義。當你以為你一無所有時，你至少還有時間，時間能撫平一切創傷。所以請不要流淚。
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Self-Quiz	[Apr. 3rd, 2005\|08:29 am]
01)為一個人而哭 (crying for)：myself 02)有一個真的吻 (have a real kiss?)：never 03)有冇拍拖 (ever date)：冇 04)試過心碎 (Heart broken)：yea, pretty often 05)掛念一個人 (missing somebody?)：Yes I do 06)會害怕愛上某個人 (scared to love somebody)：Yeah 07)失去一個關心你的人 (lost somebody who cares about you?)：never, anyway, who cares about me? 08)傷害別人 (hurt other people?)：Never hurt people except myself 09)玩弄別人的感情 (hurt by other people?)：never and ever 10)被玩弄感情 (played?)：no idea 11)跪人：I would, but never 12)拍下心愛的人的照片：no, I want to 13)被人當作心愛的人拍下照片：no 14)說謊 (lie)：Yeah all the time, but all for good [ 你的 ] 01)最長的一段關係 (longest relationship)：Zero second 02)最短的一段關係 (shortest relationship)：Zero econd 03)最好的一個吻 (best kiss)：never 04)最有趣的一個吻 (funniest kiss)：never 05)你最不想失去誰 (who do you not want to lose)：someone 06)誰是你對他最遺憾的：??? 07)誰守護你 (who protect you?)：myself, family and some true friends 08)你最怕什麼：a lot: losing someone, having bad grades [ 你最後 ] (last one:) 01)想過的人 (think about)：someone 02)與你談電話的人 (phone call)：Erika?? 03)見過的人 (see)：myself from a mirror 04)和你有一個很認真的對話的 (a serious talk)： Erika?? 05)把你弄哭的人 (who makes you cry)：no one 06)把你逗笑的人 (who makes you laugh)： When was the last time I laugh? 07)感到厭悶的人：myself 08)執著的人：myself 09)愛過的人：have I loved? [ 誰可以 ] (who can:) 01)把你弄哭 (make cry)： no one 02)逗你笑 (make you laugh)： no one 03)是你的真正朋友 (be your real friend(s))：no idea. depends on my feeling 04)最不可思議：??? 05)最煩的 (be most ignoring)：myself 06)誰最像你：no one [ 你現在 ] now 01)最喜歡的歌 (favorite song)：only hope 02)最喜歡的字 (favorite word)：destory 03)最想去的地方 (the place I want to go)：Heaven 04)你思想開放嗎 (Open or close mind?)： middle 05)喜歡下雨還是晴天 (like rain or sunny)：I don't care 06)喜歡冬天還是夏天 (like winter or summer)：I don't care 07)愛或恨 (love or hate)：nothing 08)一個不能忘記的時候 (some moment you cannot forget)： I forget everything 09)未來會做什麼工作 (future job?)： teacher?? 10)想生孩子嗎 (want a baby?)： it is ok 11)貓或狗 (cat or dog)： neither 12)杯子半空或是半滿：don't care 13)芥末或茄汁：ketchup 14)硬皮書或軟皮書：don't care 15)報紙或雜誌：newspaper 16)涼鞋或球鞋：tennis shoes 17)想或做 (think or do): do 18)紅色的車或白色的車 (red or white car)：either 19)貧窮而快樂或富有而不快樂 ("poor but happy" or "rich but sad")： rich and happy 21)擁抱或親吻 (hug or kiss)： i want both 22)長袖或短袖：short 23)快樂或悲傷 (happy or upset)：sad 24)金色或啡色 (gold or brown)： brown 25)車要四門或兩門 4 doors or 2 doors car?)：4 doors 26)咖啡或雪糕：neither 27)洗頭水或護髮素：shampoo 28)天橋或隧道：don't care 29)枕頭一個或兩個 (pillow)：2 30)鼻子或耳朵 (nose or ears)：??? 31)認真或詼諧：??? 32)飲全脂奶或脫脂奶：全脂 33)簡單或複雜：simple 34)天使或魔鬼 (Angel or Devil)： half and half 35)國語歌或廣東歌：Cantonese 36)黑白相或彩色相：color 37)性或愛 (sex or love)：both 38)日出或日落：don't care 39)M&Ms或彩虹糖：m&ms 40)流行曲或搖滾樂：both 41)遲睡或早起： don't know 42)電視或收音機：TV 43)你覺得自己最差是什麼 (Worst thing about myself)：I got no brain 44)蘋果或橙：Don;t care 45)熱或凍 (hot or cold)：hot 46)日記或週記：daily 47)太陽或月亮 (sun or moon)：moon 48)曲棍球或欖球：neither... 49)左或右 (right or left)：left 50)十個熟人或一個摯友：no idea 51)電腦或手機 (computer or cell phone)： computer 52)雲呢哪或巧克力味雪糕 (ice-cream)：chocolate 53)男或女 (man or woman)：girl 54)青豆或紅蘿蔔：neither 55)低脂或脫脂 (low fat or no fat)：high fat [ 喜歡的伴侶 ] your favorite bf/gf: 56)可愛或性感 (cute or sexy)：BOTH 57)嘴唇或眼角：??? 58)矮小或高大 (short and small or talk and big)： short 59)肥或瘦 (fat or thin)： hard to find someone thinner than me :\| 60)甜蜜或關懷 sweet or care： both 61)浪漫或由其自然發展： either 62)理性或感性： both [ 用直覺回答 ] 63)有沒有衝動：yes 64)你會用那兩字形容自己 (two words for myself)： fuck up 65)你現在有拍拖或暗戀人嗎 dating or secret love：kinda (secret love) 66)如果有，那有多久了 how long：too long that I don't remember 67)什麼使你愛上他/她 (what make you love her/him)： too many reasons 68)你把他/她的優點都說出來了嗎：sexy, cute, pretty, beautiful, true friend, talkative, funny, 69)你想到那裡去住 (Where do you want to live)：don't care 70)你想做那種職業 (：some job can be rich. don't care what it is 71)你想結婚嗎 want to marry：yup [ 你 ] 72)一秒前：day-dreaming 73)一分鐘前：day-dreaming 74)一小時前：day-dreaming 75)一日前：studying 76)一星期前：studying 77)一個月前：studying 78)一年前：meaningless live 79)傷害過誰 (hurt whom)：no 80)你喜歡 (you like)：thinking 81)你愛(you love)：someone, studying 82)你討厭：myself. the feeling of missing 83)你感到：hopeless 84)你把什麼收起來：Someone and money 85)有沒有駕駛 (drive)：yes 86)你在學習什麼：nothing 87)你在等待什麼：waiting for going back 88)你以後會：? 89)你掛住 (you miss whom)：don't need to say 90)你需要 (what you need)：錢 91)你怕 (what are you afraid of)：hurt again 92)你是 (you are)： Sam 93)現在的時間是：9:15am 94)有寫日記的習慣嗎：kinda 95)最後悔是什麼：HKCEE 96)最快樂是什麼 (happiest)：last summer before I got back to Hong Kong 97)最傷心是什麼 (sadest)：last summer when I got back to USA 98)短期目標：go back to Hong Kong and then.... 99)中期目標： graduate 100)長期目標/理想：have a better life
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(no subject)	[Mar. 25th, 2005\|12:08 am]
Take the quiz: "Devil or Angel?" White Devil You'd be a white devil, mostly evil, but you do have a consience, and you know when something is serious... You care about some things, but mostly just do what you wanna do.
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Are you a rebel	[Mar. 9th, 2005\|05:18 pm]
I am a rebel. I don't like going to church with formal clothes. I like going there with blue jeans and T-shirt. I believe how we look like is not the most important. The heart to God is the most important. No matter how good a person look like, he still can be a evil man. On the other hand, a poor homeless man might have a kindest heart. So, how we look not that important. As long as, you are clean, then going to church is okay.
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something I wrote for class	[Feb. 12th, 2005\|11:35 pm]
Have you ever fallen in love with someone? If not, describe how it feels. I have never fallen in love. I don't really know what love is. The things I know about love are from tv, books and other people. You can fall in love when you first see someone. Love can also come over time. Love makes you want to spend all of your time with someone. When you see the person you love, your face will turn red, your heart will beat faster and faster, and you will stutter. In the time that you aren't with this person, you wish you were. But, when you do see them you will be too nervous to say anything. After you know each other more and more you start to connect together. You will share the same feelings. Love makes you do things you wouldn't normally do. Although I know these things about love. I still don't know what love is because I have never been in love. Can a person fall in love at eightly? People can fall in love no matter how young or old they are. Love doesnot have a time limit. Nowadays, when you watch TV or read newspaper, you may see people celebrate old people marry. Or, you can see marries young lady. People may think she just want the old man's money. Of course, that may happen but I believe there is love between some of them. Also, some old people get a young spirit although their body is old. They do as same as the young people do like going to a bar, hunging out with their friends, but just in a different way. Then why can they not fell in love at eighty? Do you feel sorry for Miss Brill? A painful lesson I feel sorry for Miss Brill. She is not so old but she does stuff like the old people do. She goes to the park every weekend. She is about 40 years but she is still single. She does not seem like she canmeet males in her life style because she stays in the park during weekend which is supposed to go out and socialize. Unless something special happens, I bet she will be single forever. Also, she thinks she is special and important in the park but she is not. When she found out, she changed. However, before she knew it, she was so naive. She is a teacher so she should be more intellgence than most people but she was not. I am happy for her at the end of the story, she changed. Sometimes people need to be hurt to grow up.
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(no subject)	[Feb. 10th, 2005\|02:34 pm]
I just took a biology lab test. Everytime I took tests I hate myself more. I did at least two math stuff wrong in that tests... I am really worrying my grades. If I could not make a A or 3. something GPA..... then I am a big loser for everything. I hate being me SAM!
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[Jan. 25th, 2005|02:16 am]

[	Current Mood	\|	my grade is going down....	]
[	Current Music	\|	Eminem - Like Toy Soldiers	]

You know what? Eminem's songs are so great. I got some midi. I know some of my friends may hate the words and the meaning, do you?

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